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**i screwed up the one i prepared to post juz now mch! ** this one is rewrite version not so good.ampun yer

MISS FOONG ASAL LU MAU BLOG??

miss foong : asal lu sibuk lerh? balik rumah la!!

jk la..this is how it started

belle : kanasai! so boring la! dont even know wat to do =(

sai seng : go sleep la

belle :…if i wanna sleep i wont b here.wat u doing?

sai seng : reading blog.

belle : nice arh? send me the link!

sai seng : www.kennysia.com www.rojaks.blogspot.com now go away

belle : ……

like tht lorh i start to have passion to read blogs.BORING and nothing else to do.myself perfer rojaks.feels more like a malaysian!! whackier huhuhu!still,not long after tht,im boring all over again! coz those lazy bums dont blog everyday.JENG JENG JENG thts y i have the enthusiasm to blog.since m boring myself,nothing to do,y not blogging instead of waiting for ppl’s blog everyday.but got other reason one

1st who knows m lucky enough some handsome rich guy terkenan with me wanna marry me then become tai tai?! or ppl pay me to blog,become model blablablablbla *over excited while imagining *

2nd one day become terkenal and everyone will read my blog

BUT MEIYEE alwayz know the word R E A L I T Y .i know how to wake up.dym writing skills like mine bcome famous? *spit* face like mine bcome model?! * puke * all this aside and the main reason is I WANNA MAKE MYSELF HAPPY n SO DO EVERYONE.yala now i damn semangat post entry everyday but b live me la i hot hot chicken shit onli.soon ill condense with the air and poof disappear.However as long as m still writing ill give my best to all of u who read my blog ( macam la banyak orang bace.itu pon ko sendiri yang paksa orang bace *cheh* ) its my effort orh!

now we move to the issue COMPLIMENTS and comments ( both same la jb ) ill allow everyone to comment upon my blogs entry coz its a remedy where i can learn and improve.but dont b too harsh coz m a sensitive and a fragile person.u can make me sad and emo easily.Still ill learn to take it as a grown up..speaking of tht..

** is a blogger from kiasukiasiland.( this fella very mang liu wan.cannot gadoh with ** if not i die ) ** is a legend,famous yaddda yadda blabla but ppl do not respect **.i admire ** skills of writing and they way ** expressing **self but ** philosphy of life cant b apply in reality.i find it uncivilize,nothing but provocation.recently ** post is hollow and disappointing.i know by posting this i might get into trouble but its true.USUALLY ** will go THIS IS MY BLOG I CAN BLOG WHATEVER I WANT!! <–yallo yeah u r a litigants go fight for yr rights but for xrist’s sake u dont live in ISOLATION! u deal with ppl around wokei?!start to learn how to respect already hou mou?seeing the way u deal with compliments makes ppl feel sorry for u!AND DONT EVER INSULT MY COUNTRY ANYMORE! mchccbdym WHO DO U THINK U R! if ppl really wanna kira with u,u already in the jail la mch!WHEN i blog i want ppl to RESPECT me  and how do i earn that? I RESPECT PPL 1ST! we live in the same planet and god says tht all of us r connected to each other.so we ought to respect ppl around us! there is were we have our dignity and admiration from ppl!the TRUTH is i do not hope ill lose my personality by blogging i dont wanna end up like **..

if i do drift to something else in the future..PLZ REMIND ME WHAT IVE BLOG HERE!SLAP ME SO ILL WAKE UP.make me realise i am dead wrong b4 it goes worse..ill appreciate all comments and observation.I KUTUK PPL LIKE HELL TODAY BUT I FELT RELIEVE COZ ive been feeling damn beh song inside me so long d! mch u better dont come msia anymore

Looking for a job…

SOME of you might say " mad arh you,can stay at home eat sleep eat sleep,when u boring can go out play,when need money can ASK FROM PARENTS,y wanna find a job?!working is hard LITTLE GAL.ENJOY MORE"..there u go the comments i got when i say i wanna work,so i can LEARN MORE.

I kindly juz smile back and said " U MADE ME SOUNDS LIKE A TRASH "i am very very unhappy ok?! 1st m already an useless organism.I am 19 year old now,HAVENT work b4.I am nothing but a burden to my parents.Currently my A level ended already.m waiting for results.meantime i wanna look for job.Learn more.

>>how to deal with ppl around

>>how to deal with pressure

>>how isit like to earn money

>>to b independant & Atleast help my parents abit

I wanna learn i really wanna learn..but ppl around me juz dont take it seriously.it hurts me..REALLY!!..ppl’s say

>>u this tai siu jie? oh my god if u work as a saloon gal helping yr mom,u probably siram water on ppl’s face when they give comment ahahhahaa

>>aiyo u work ar? siu jie pei hei where can tahan working with ppl wan? u cannot fatt lan ja wan u know?! u ought to b docile,full of disciplin.NO PLAYGROUND 4 u.

>>HAHAHA MEIYEE U WANNA WORK ARH? AHHAHA

MA JI BAI!! F- ALL OF U OK!?!! I HAVENT EVEN TRY! cant u juz support me?! fine if i ask if there is  any job available u DONT HELP.atleast dont make me feel stupid ok..i know tht i had attitude problem THAT IS Y I WANNA LEARN U F-NG NUT HEAD dymccb..i might sound angry but the truth is..u guys hurt me.HAPPY?

I am no one to enjoy whatever is around me now coz ITS NOT MY MONEY OH K? i am a healthy,intelligent plus a very creative person.i WANT  chance to prove m worthy.i will ignore wahtever shit u wanna say..and try my best to find a prt time job..help my parents help myself

M NO RICH KID! parents cant afford to let me eat sleep everyday do nothing!STUPID ppl around sg chua kept saying " U LUCKY LORH yr parents SO RICH~ " I SAY " ya hor,so rich untill my mom’s saloon onli earned rm11 becoz of no ppl dare to spend money isit? ( blame tht stupid govt EVERYTHING’S PRICE KEPT RISING!! ) i feel for my parents..thts y I WANNA WORK! m not a spoilt brat..dont address me as one.CUZ IT HURTS! yalo m very sensitive wan lo.u say i spoilt brat i pain u said i shouldnt work ALSO I PAIN. coz u don understand..

THERE IS NO OPPORTUNITY ( shaddap i dunno the spelling ) FOR ME TO SHOW MY WORTH.I dowan to bcome a person who onli spends money around..i wanna earn some..parents proud of me

again some ass hole will say THIS CCB part time job onli ma WANNA MAKE IT SO BIG DEAL MERH! yes ass hole.i ought to.COZ i wanna learn more.unlike tHOSE who wanna ngan ngan kiok do nothing and wait for ppl to spoond them.F-ING LOSER!

a LITTLE gal needs to grow up some day..

SO ANY JOB AVAILABLE? WHORE? NO THANKS.HOW BOUT KEY IN DATA OR WHATEVER SHIT (work in office ) ??

INFORM ME IF THERE IS ANY

A promise’s meaning…

*adapted from a korean movie windstruck* aiya ofcoz i edit abit lo!

Long long ago,there is a beautiful princess.

Princess : mirror mirror on the wall who’s the prettiest in the world?dont tell lies or i will smash u into pieces!

Princess herself : how do i dare my lady! who can be the prettiest other than you my lady!

  from tht conversation it is clear tht princess is barbaric..however deep inside she is a romantics and believe in destiny..

As time goes by,princess grew up to become a wise and beautiful lady.And its time for her to choose a prince to build a kingdom together.Since she is a person who believes in destiny,she decided tht,a man tht could guess wat her little pinkies means,she will marry him.The ceremony to choose a prince finally arrived.There is 5 princes waiting for her challenge.First she stuck out her right hand’s ( right hand represents female ma ) pinky ( baby finger ).

Princess : anyone from 5 of u here,tht can guess wat my pinkies means..i will  become yr devoted wife and will shower undivided love to you.

1st prince : * stuck out his thumb * hehe it means u beli good! sexy hot hot!

princess : i know im sexy and hot,but u suck.My pinkies does not mean tht.get out

2nd prince : * stuck out his 2nd finger * i dunno y but i know this is the answer *smile*

princess : ( scoff ) go home la you!! WRONG!!!

3rd prince ofcoz stuck our his middle finger.princess slapped him and stomp on the floor FATT LAN JA.4th prince fainted b4 he could stick out his finger.

Princess : USELESS!!!!!!!!! drag him outta here!!!

princess already despair and look at the 5th prince blankly.

Princess : so wat do u have to show me then. * sticking out her pinky *

5th prince did not say anything but crossed his left hand’s pinky to her’s

Princess : what does this mean? ( she never expect such answer coz herself also dunno wat the fuck her pinkies means ahahha )

prince : it means,i crossed my pinkies with yrs,indicating,i promise and vow to be the one,tht will be with you forever.

Princess : a promise?.. * smile * i buy yr answer then..my King

* Princess and prince is now king and queen *

They live happily and built a strong kingdom together,but one faithful day,princess’s evil brother waged a war,to destroy her kingdom.The king must go to the war,to save their people and land.On the day where Queen ought to let her King go..

Queen : must you go my dear??

King : my lady..it is my responsibility to save our kingdom..to save you.

* they crossed their pinkies *  they did not say anything..but Queen’s tears already rolling down her rosy cheeks.She whispers in her heart : good lord..do let my King come back to me in piece.That is what she pray everyday but it seems tht Lord did not answer her prayers.The war had ended but King still haven’t return.Queen do not believe her King had gone forever because his body could not be found.But reality does not allow her to rule the kingdom alone,her brothers bullies her ( BASTARD ) and declared tht,if she did not find a husband to rule the kingdom,they will take over her place.Princess have no choice but to find another prince ( back then women got no power..gei lan cham ).Ofcoz,the same ceremony took place..all of those lau kiap prince made her very disappointed,untill a beggar turns up,all the soldiers forbid him to enter the hall..

Princess : everyone deserve a chance.let him in

Beggar took out princess’s pinky and crossed with his own.

Beggar : with this i promise..* tears rolling down *

Princess hugged the beggar tight and cried out loud.The beggar is her lost prince..few seconds after princess hugged the beggar she got itch all over ( in windstruck hahaha ) now the princess and prince is king and queen again.

On the same night,King woke up from his sleep,kissed his beloved Queen’s forehead,whispers his love and leave in hurry.Queen however realised his disappearance and immediatly chase over.She cant find him anyway,she cried and stand on her balconi ( whatever the spelling la )..she looked down and she saw her King standing in the middle of the road..when she about to run down there to reunite with King,

King : NO MY DEAR!..its time..i must leave already..I LOVE YOU AND NEVER DOUBT THT..i am sorry tht i did not keep my promise..but my love for u remain undivided

Queen: WHY MY KING!! *sobbing like mad *

King : u must understand tht..i am not a human anymore..i came back to c u,for the last time.. * smiles * and the King disappear.Queen then collapse on the floor.She was ill from then on.After some time,the soldiers found her King’s body.She then give command tht she wanted the funeral will onli attend by her.Then she is alone with her stone cold King’s body…

Queen : my dear..u r back to me once again,let us not seperate anymore * smile *

She crossed her pinky with King’s and drank poison.At her last breath she whisper

Queen : with this..i promised…my love for u is eternity..not even death can do us apart.* mampus *

**It turns out tht,the King’s return is onli his soul.according to chinese’s belief,it says tht every soul will return to the world to pay the last visit on the 49th day after they passed away..so the day when the King return,its his 49th day after he died.This story ( the ending ) sounds like romeo and juliett but Not SO STUPID coz,atleast the queen conpem king die adi and wont wake up.Thts y lo don simply drink poison.make sure yr partner die already u drink.HAHHA jk touch wood.

HOPE this entry touches yr heart..to those bastard who simply make promise..don insult the real meaning of promise ok!!

***so sorry,the colour i use b4 this hurt yr eyes haha my bad ***

LEMME intro a lil…

Well in literature ( as if i know alot ) we muz have a thesis statement b4 proceeding to our main point.Now b4 i blog i need a thesis statement ( introduction ) ..then ill proceed to my main point CRAP BLOGGING.When we r at the main point..we ought to relate the author’s or poet’s history,environment etc etc tht affect how they wrote ( more like lead them ) and why they wrote.

M gonna write about myself..so in the future,( if m still very rajin to blog ) when i post an entry,u guys can relate it with my backgrounds and understand the reason i write in such way =)

I was a champion swimmer back in 1987 ( if u r smart enough u will understand ) tht is why i am here today.I am the onli child,but b4 i was born my cousin sister jane lee ( LURVE HER ) was already considered as my elder sister coz my mom took her as goddaughter.As i know,once i learned to walk,my parents tossed sent me to my nanny ( mama ) coz they cant keep an eye on me = =".Onli sunday and monday my parents will c me..ofcoz m closer to mama,she knew me more.I became her goddaughther =))))) in fact in i spend more time with mama compare to my parents.Mayb tht is why mama understand me more than anyone else in this world.M back to my parents ( fully ) when i turned 5..and that is when my cousin bro ( yi ) was born and ofcoz he became my brother since then.My life was almost perfect except the part where my parents forget about me when they go shopping and i waited at school till 8pm,worst is,its not them who fetch me home but some university student tht passby and happen to c me crying alone.MANY more times same thing happened.OH MY I USED TO HAVE TUITION CLASS FROM MOnday to sundey!  untill i was 14..my grandma came to me and told me something tht i cant accept even untill now..to make it short is my dad is juz the same kind of husband and dad tht did mistakes.

My dad love the family tho =) so everything was fine again 1 year later..but inside me i am not ok at all..i still cant get over it.Eventually it gaves me such big impact tht it forms THIS meiyee today..i do not trust guys ( and poor thing my current bf tht needs to deal with it everyday =P ),hard headed..emotional..i may look tough but inside me m all wounded..waiting for it to heal..some day may b?in the future when i yap about GUYS SUCKS don complain ah!

Juz when i need to deal with my family problems..some beeches create more problems for me.ofcoz like normal snobs..they know they cant win one on one tht is why they gangbang you.Those beeches meant nothing to me but one of my most trusted person actually helped them..OH MY THT REALLY HURTS.I went crying ( m ashamed coz i realise i shouldnt have cried..coz they r worthless ) and those ppl who i alwayz dont bother came to me and said " DONT CRY..U WILL ALWAYZ HAVE US "..i cry even more..i felt so guilty!!! and tht person who said tht is HANA

my lesbo partner haha!THANKS to you i get over it in lesss than a week!oh the pathetic thing is..those tht gangbang me one by one came back to me..knn.At the end the happiest is me and the one who plan all this..lives in EXILE now.

All tht happens in 2 years back’s june till the end of sept.I can say tht is the hardest time i ever been thru ( this big gal ) untill now..yet it is sweet in its way.There says,Everything happens with its reason.During tht time,i found what is my passion,my ambition,my very special frens ie Tina Hana Raihan

and my relationship with my dad getting better.He realised what happened to me and came to me one day..he said " ppl who doesnt realise yr value,does not worth a place in yr heart " <-in mandarin." ta men bu hui xing shang ni,jiu bu yao li ta men,ying wei hao you hen duo ren shi huan ni de,jen xi ni de "<-they do not know how to value you,then ignore them becoz there is alot who likes u and appreciates you.tat time..i realise whatever happens to you..i will still b yr family who will support u no matter wat.I Love you DAD and I LOVE you mom..

remember when we play kites on the beach,i throw tantrum and break the kite,dad bought me a new one and teach me how to play

remember my mom hits me coz i refuse to go for piano class,and i now understand watever class she made me take part is my assets now

remember when i lost my 7610 both of u did not even yell at me but trying to make me feel better

now my old 6100 cant operates anymore 

mayb i have not been a good daughter but i alwayz love you all..

THANKS FOR BUYING ME 6111!!!!! whahahahahahahahahahahahah~!!! THERE GOES THE PARENT’S BENEFITS 

* b4 i post this, m halfway editing the..then…DISCONNECTED majibet!!! cough cough lets proceed

Once upon a time…

there r 3 siao kia good frens monkey,piggy,and rabbit

so one day,monkey hor,farking boring lo so he said

monkey:eh i found something interesting le.i think its a hat.wanna try mou?

piggy : u try,i try lo… ( he was reading porn and lazy to entertain monkey )

rabbit : shut up and wank instead  *scoff

monkey got hurt and try on the hat himself.

monkey : EH u both c la! how handsome i am?! this one magic hat lerh!

piggy laugh untill almost lost his breath.Piggy : monkey do u know how to spell the work U G L Y ?? u looked horrible ohk?! i will throw this hat away! don wear it anymore!!( but he secretly took the magic hat and try on himself )

yeah.thts how the mother farker looks like when he put the MAGIC hat on.rabbit saw wat piggy did and being beechy ( her nature ) she went to tell monkey.rabbit : pi ku tou ( butt head ),tht pig took yr hat and wear lerh.and he looks horrible.if u r pi ku tou,then he is ku ku tou ( penis head )

monkey was very pissy.so he confronted piggy.Piggy felt guilty for his misdemeanour ( kns i 4got how to spell but to sleepy to bother now ) and said sorry to monkey.piggy : monkey oi dont angry la.i show u somthing tht u dont know bout this magic hat.

monkey : waht the secret?

piggy : like tht wan.u hold up the magic hat’s hear hor,hair will GROW!! like this!

see anot??

so monkey tried too

monkey : really la!!! i tell rabbit first!!

rabbit : do not disturb me! go away!both of u cheap cheap! ( rabbit beech was pist cuz monkey and piggy did not end up quarelling as she expected ) piggy and monkey finally could not stand rabbit’s behaviour anymore.So they tied her up and make her wear the hat.

piggy : SAY US CHEAP CHEAP?!!!now who cheap?!

monkey : yalo!!!

 rabbit : ………

monkey : her hair grow longer than us from tht hole *jealous*

and looks better too!! ^^

  then they live happily ever after untill one day they found out the hat belongs to

tissue box

piggy and rabbit : ma ji bai monkey

not funny mah don laugh lo jk…1st official post mah~ anyway..any guidance then tell me =) 10q

woo hoo! m gonna blog rite after my exam is over!!

u guys juz wait!! will blow u off muahahahahhahahhahaha

who else is better in crapping else than meiyee? tell me? hello??

no

**i know i know currently it’l b conventional and boring  T E M P O R A L L Y

untill i find someone who is reaaaal good in d signing ^^

 juz wait~

     belle