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OH NO, OFFER IS CLOSED~~~I AM HER BF, WE’RE ALRIGHT ALREADY…SORRY YA FOR GIVING U GUYS SO MUCH OF HOPE…LOL 

feel pain for me ok? i wanted to blog at 1st.happily looking for my palm so i can upload crappy pics from pg.GUESS WAT???

i LOST MY PALM!! i cant find it anywhere!!!!!! arghhhhhhh

how? where i can find back those pics? i don have any back up? back to pg and take again? m so lost..my best fren palm is gone forever..i cant find u m so sorry..palm y dint  u mail me back all my pics b4 u dump me? u r so cruel..i HATE U!!!!!!

ill get zire 72 for revenge.i HATE U PALM!

btw never ever visit this food court.IT SUCKS like hell..stick to gurney drive

AGAIN FEEL PAIN FOR ME PLZZ

for no reasons and purpose.Y NOT GET LAZY ?

cei blog for wat no one baca wan! take a blog break for LONG LONG TIME LA

ppl don even bother if m alive do u think they’l read y blog? NO LA siaoz!

i wanna post about my trip ( kanasai juz few km rides ) but I F-ing lazy.cei

CEI CEI CEI CEI CEI! i wont blog UNLESS u guys beg me to blog again!! I WONT BLOG UNTILL I FEELS SO HMMMPPPPPPPH!!!!!

** diu lorh if really no ppl beg me i go eat shitz = =" **

FUNNY THINGS TO SHARE..I MOTHER F-ING FORGET M IN CC BLOODY LOOKING FOR SOME PICTURES TO INSERT.I BROWSE HERE N THERE LOOKING FOR MY FOLDER AND GOT panic omy where is my PICTURES AND OTHER FILES?!!! thn i realise the noise around me.. = = " knn m in C C LA!!!!

FUCKING DULAN PISSY KNNBCCBMCHDYA!! U FUCKING SIEW SAN! DONT LET ME C U OR U DIE F-U-G-L-Y.

if u,yes U FUCKING SIEW SAN happened to read my blog.be very mad and get endless humiliation! u got no price dignity!guys this gal if u likes her be very k ful!one dick is not enough for her ( her bf probably ditch her and now she is looking for another one )

m frigging tired and and sleepy yet anger drives and motivated me to blog bout this incident..happend approximately 3 hours ago.after this blog u might think m frigging sick to expose her name but..i think she deserve it!

man m so gonna humiliate this gal.so this fucking ass hole ji bet gal was my bf’s ex ( not really la.slept with her once<m so evil..sigh i felt guilty but she STARTED IT.ppl who offend me will ended up ugly ).her BIG s name SIEW SAN i dont know her surname.my bf and i were discussing about my job in my uncle’s company ( I FOUND A JOB!!! HEHEHHE ).then this fucking beech URGH send a sooo  C U  T E msg asking my bf REMEMBER TO MESSAGE HER liddat :::

REMEMBER TO MSG ME OK? I AM SIEW SAN<–mch u not shy wan ar?

well m not worry my bf will walk away with her coz she looks fugging fugly and ofcoz hot chic and perfect Gal lik me who can resist rite?! ( m vain i know ).m juz pist tht how come there is such gal in the world? i mean where’s yr dignity? no shy wan ar? parents din teach u wan ar ( learned from rojaks huhuhu ).m pist with this kinda ppl.gals at home BE VERY K FUL COZ NOWDAYS GALS CAN B FUGGING CHEAP esp those like SIEW SAN coz she was like almost crying ( IS THIS NEW TRICK OR WAT? = =" ) when my bf said he LOVES me and dowan to make frens wit her ( I laughED hysterically and almost cry for tht cheap jing )

this is how the conversation go :

my bf : err y u msged me?

MCHCCB siew san : i juz wanna make fren with you..( m mind farked )

my bf : cannot..erm..( my fucking useless bf is enjoying this.I BET coz after so many time guys come after me now finally his turn. ARGHHHH! ) coz i dont wan my gf to misunderstood and she dont like

MCHCCB siew san : means..we cannot make fren la? ( almost sobbing )

my bf : har ( dumbfarked coz he din expect a gal will b so determine and start making sign to me WHAT M I SUPPOSE TO DO ) ..yah cannot..

MCHCCB siew san : u acted so weird isit yr gf beside u? ( oh my fuck gawd wat u mean?! u mena my bf dowan make fren with u coz he is afraid of me? plz la beech go look at yrself la.my bf said yr mouth stinks like hell tht he don even dare to tkl with u man<–FORGIVE ME PLZ! M SO EVIL

my bf : ( LAGI DUMBFARKED ) no she is not.( i make sign aiyah let her befriend with u lo *scoff )..ok if u wanna make fren ok but my gf needs to be there ok?

mchccb ss ( lazy type u fucking name ) : she is beside u.if not y so weird

my bf : i changed weird already.i love her i dowan her to misunderstood ok?( M TOUCHED hehe but still i wanna throw tantrum! show him once and he will never dare to entertain this kinda gals in the future )

mchccb ss : ..( i think she is sobbing already OMG! )yadda yadda yadda( i 4 got wat she said )

my bf : ok bye bye * hung up on her *

= =" u c..my point is..gals had evolve to somthing very scary.nowander adultery is everywhere and divorce two timing cheating IS IN THE ATMOSPHERE!i know m not anyone to judge this..but this kinda personality leads to chaos to every couple out there.U GUYS AGREE? to loyal bfs and husband m glad if u guys can kick away the temptation..but how if yr wife found out? no matter wat, u will get yr ass KICKED! still its not a happy ending rite?how bout those who cant resist the temptation?wat r u gonna do about yr current relationship and responsibility.u r hurting ppl who loves u ok?gals with this kinda personality..plz go hold yr pillow high so yr nerves can reaches d brain AND THINK! esp u SIEW SAN!u r not onli degrade yrself but giving ppl trouble as well.u r UNLUCKY to bump into me FOONG MEIYEE tht happen to b LAI KUAN WAI’S gf.i beech u all over happy? and u r also unlucky becoz m a person WHO IS SUPER SENSITIVE to this issue.i won feel sorry for u I WONT!i HAVE yr picture with me.feel glad i dint post? dont b, coz if i c any offence from u,YR GONNA GET IT.sue me? m so scared i knew legal procedure.( scoff )..to ppl who is about to comment.come stand on my position and all the committed couples out there.WAT DO U THINK? pist anot?if u think this post is rather offensive..ignore forgive me i cant help it

BE VERY K FUL SIEW SAN

elo elo! ill b out for vacation!! when m back ill post those sambal belacan pictures i took for u guys to enjoy!! muuuuuahs! WAIT FOR ME WOKEI!!

  love

meiyee gal @ belle

what is yr stand and view on Relationship thingy?

i myself find it complicated.but d topic m discussing now is NOT about my love life haha do not relate it wokei.i will not blog about my relationship.Back to the main point.wat do u think? isit an insurance? assure eternal happiness?ever think of getting married?y u wanna get married? wat do u wanna achieve?

my fren D is in a serious relationship now with G.they r really happy.and b4 D start tis relationship,D and C r bestest fren ever.D admitted there is somthing going on between them but its juz now bf and gf thingy.obviously they r crazy about each other but dont know y the did not start ( damn! talak wayang ) But very soon D fell for G.soon they become real close and decided to take a step further.Now here is the thing.tho D is now wit G,there is still apart of C in her.I do not understand tht kinda feeling ofcoz.

me : so u..love both of them?

D : no!! i love onli G..but i dont know y,C is alwayz there..ill think of him no matter wat..tht nyt when i fought with G i went to C who coincidently was asking me out for a drink.

me : GASP. U MET HIM?!!! then?!!!

D :..don look at me like dat lerh! =( yeah i met him..everything is juz normal at 1st

me : at 1st? ( i find myself very annoying ) omigawd..u mean..ok go on

D : * - - * so,we started to talk about G ..C asked if i still love G i said..no ( me tis time U F-ING LIAR ) then C confessed tht he likes me ( me : GYAAA~~~~ >< ) and asked me if i wanna start a new life with him! i said i cant and elaborate F-ing crap like there is difference between wat i wanna do and wat is my responsibility. ( me : = =" go F yrself D ) and so C respect my decision and started to give me advice about wat i should do to improve my relationship.C touches my hair and i swear i feel somthing in my stomach..i touches C too ( me : ARHHH~~ ) i mean his HAIR.. dunno how and y we started to hugged each other.he whisper in my ears " u sure feel like a princess now coz two person love u in the same time "

me : ARGH~DAMN YR LIFE IS SO EXCITING!!i wish i have some of those~ so how? u wanna break up and run away with C?

D : no i wont =)

now dont u think its complicated? D do not love his bf anymore and C is rite there for her yet she refuse to b with C.but i recently heard tht C backed off and D and C r not frens anymore.SIAO! wat does all this mean?!CAN WE SAY D had been betraying G? i dont think so.m proud of her tht she KNOWS her stand.while for G i felt he deserve tht himself coz he wasnt paying much attention to D.C is the suckiest ever!WELL he confessed and he back off? NO BALLS suck his own dick better.HOWEVER D and G is still together.from this point on i do not understand.u c D and C shares alot of thing in common.while G is the totally opposite.may b its true there is a saying " go for a person who is reliable rather than depending on feelings " how far do u agree??UGH so hard.love is juz not enough.feelings cant buy u food..but it heals our hearts and soul.AGREE?

U c ive been thinking back about wat happened 2 my family 4-5 yrs ago ( u guys sendiri agak jer la ).Tht was the time i question myself,wat is marriage?a piece of contract onli?then i read about somthing related to my topic.There is a women constantly got beaten up by husband and do not dare to divorce.may b she wanted to but her hubby is too smart<–story was told by her son.SOMEONE judge this case as the women is stupid to trapped herself in such situation.well for me i felt the one who said the women is stupid IS A PIG.how can a person said tht to a wounded women? who hell will know her marriage will ended up this way? every relationship tht juz start is ofcoz sweet and all lovie dovie.u wouldnt know when it’l change.for this women,her hubby muz have love her for real atleast b4 all this hitting started.if not she wouldnt chose tht bastard as the one she’l spent her life wit.yes the hitting happened many times and this SOMEONE said its her faulth to let it continue.at this point,m laughing this F-king SOMEONE’s donkey face out.b4 i made my conclusion ill relate this case to my family case.if my mom did not forgive my dad where will i b?WHAt am i now?!where is my family?!tho i said so,i havent really forgive my dad for wat he had done tho i LOVE him very very much.my mom sensed it and had a conversation with me not long ago

mom : gal,u still angry with yr dad?

me : no la..juz tht ( 1st time open up with mom ) ..i dont now.my heart still pain and i still cry when i think of it.

mom : since i can forgive daddy y not you?

me : mi,how u get over it..how u forgive daddy?

mom : for YOU meiyee.for you.both daddy’s and mommy’s world contain you.not onli both of us.whatever we do muz concerns u.i cant get mad and run away juz like tht coz i still have you.and deep inside i love yr dad.

me * already sobbing * : if dont have me,you would have run away?

mom : may b..u c.daddy and i still can b together because ppl do mistakes their life..no doubt yr dad loves me..juz tht he had been confuse and blinded for a while.yr dad loves you is the main reason he come back to this family.at the dinner ( they went to dinner ) juz now,i was dizzy and ask yr dad to send me home.and he said a while more the dinner will end.then i said YR DAUGTHER havent eaten yet la.he immediately rush home.i ditch yr father,i said " orh daughther u wan la,me u don k la "

me : *smile* i know daddy loves me =)

** LOVE MY PARENTS **

NOW u guys realise the reason tht WOMEn did not divorce with her hubby? ofcoz she told her son all sorts of reason like,yr dad is a smart,i cant support myself after divorce etc etc but i think she 4 got to tell her son tht ITS BECOZ OF HIM she stay married with his dad.THE SOMEONE WHO SAID THT WOMEN S DUMB, IS A NOOB !!I BELIEVE EVERY PARENTS lOVE THEIR KIDS MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE..they might even forget about their own value because of their kids.Imagine my parents divorced back then? i cant imagine wat am i now.parent’s upbringing is VERY VERY important.may b my parents is too bz ( earning money for me ) untill 1 year ago.tht is y they r trying to b there for me no matter wat now.yes the HOPE to b with my parents were not as much as last time but m glad we r still together =) if my parents r not together i do not know who to cry on ( my dad ) i dunno who to quarrel and buy clothes with ( my mom ). DO not underestimate parent’s love.i learned it juz recently..i hope tht SOMEONE will learn to respect and stand on ppl’s shoe.caking yrself with make up doesnt promise forever happiness.AND for yr information there is thousand of ppl out there prettier than you..

there is up and down in our life.even my bf and i had hard time sometimes but courage and patience is needed if we wants to b happy..we as children thinks its hard to keep up to the demand our parents had on us but we often forget how much they have gave up for us =)

to tht women i salute u for yr spirit to keep a family as whole

as for the someone go F yrself hard..get a life and get a job already

lastly DADDY MOMMY I LOVE YOU.

Again ponder…

ok so i am not an astro subscriber ( WAT CANNOT ARH ).when m frigging free ill tune in 8tv or whatever..i expect u guys reckon the reality show THE PLAYER AND THE BACHELOR.U like it anot?? i seriously love it lo! hot dudes and chics who dont like? entertaining tim!! ..TIPU ajer.i HATE IT LIKE HELL!

yes its true tht it can b ENTERTAINING but..wats the moral value? A guy F with many gals and choose the one he loves the F the most? or a gal F with many guys ( i prefer to call them GAY.bloody ass,go find a job la! u wanna lick tht gal’s leg forever kah!? ) and choose the one she loves to F the most?? think about it.i think its a very WRONG show.yala u might say " cheh tv show onli bah.wats the big deal " NOW b truth to yrself GUYS u wanted to b tht freaky bachelor rite? GALS? u wanna b tht slutty player rite? u c thts the message to trying to send to us THE AMERICANS?who said they r civilize and have the right to teach us? this is sad..i do not see any benefits of watching this two crappy reality show.ok,make it clear m a sensitive person when it comes to polygamy ( i consider the player and bachelor as poligamy ) so this two reality show iS A BAD IDEA.y the hell in the 1st place the guys and the gals take part in these games?its sickening ok?wat? do u mean they support polygamy?how the hell do u accept yr LOVE ONE ( its wat they said,they join coz they love tht fella *scoff* ) get connected with MANY OTHER THAN YOU when he says u r the one? or haha he Fs you then said U MIGHT b the one?

the guy : i feel very hard to eliminate one of you here because the FEELINGS HAVE BEEN MOLD.it exist.it is hard to let you go. ( i am SO ANGRY )

the gal : i tot m good enough i tot m the one but it seems its all false *cries and leave * ( aih..so helpless who ask  u join =( m sad for them actually )

and THE player paling chebet.A gal F with many guys? And the guys actually can bear with their gal of choice play them around? ie last week the KEY to rescue Dawn ( the gal ) IS ON THE ALIGATOR’S NECK.find it to open the lock to save her.KNS! U KNOW WAT THOSE GALS SAID?

DAWN : it is EXCITING to c them struggle and fight with each other to rescue me.its very sexy

Ananda : it turns me on seeing them doing it ( something like tht )

……..m speechless after tht.WAT is in the American’s mind man!?!! siao!IF I MEAN IF the chosen gal and guy r to live with the bachelor and player,how r they gonna deal with it? if i were tht gal ill ask thousands of ques MAYB MILLIONS! ie,how many gals u f-ked and kissed there?!!! how can yr heart do partition?!( u think pc mer knn )..mebbe m juz sceptic,i cannot accept it.it makes me angry and sick ALTHO IT IS ENTERTAINing.again its me not u ( ppl who reads my blog ) all..i would love the c yr opinion to0  =) ..

LETS compare these two crappy with APPRENTICE.now Apprentice is really good.wats the message of this show? WORK HARD AND B SMART TO GET WAT U WANT.altho it does potray a selfish and unbearable beechy attitudes of some candidates but it worths to watch..show us how to work in groups and b wise in taking action ( so does the consequences ).survivor and amazing race.DAMN NICE! cant the American’s producer stick to those tv show?!!

Anyway no matter how crappy they go,they surely win our local tv show ( laugh ) the reason y we cant exceed them coz we r too uptight ( kelakar kan ) now they even come with 20 rules?!!! wat no short skirt? wear tudung!?!! KAN NEh! sigh..when a tv show too extreme i cannot accept ( the player and bachelor ) but local too lame..BUT i love watching those taiwan tv show ..funny lerh esp the GUESS.Atleast they teach us how to make lame jokes? whahahahah

my CONCLUSION is,it is hard to keep the standard of a reality show but MORAL value and the message tht they try to send to us should b taken seriously.u never know wats the effect rite?

u agree mou?

**wanna put the pictures but lazy find.sorry ah **