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hello, since meiyee is not available, i wish to write some, but it’ll be more personal..
so pls dun feel offended…well, i wanted to tell how awful i was…i wan not onli meiyee to know how guilty i am, how shameful i felt…alright, once upon a time, a girl namely meiyee, she is a very sweet girl to me…she did all the sweetest things for me..but wat i did was making her fed up, tease her instead of appreciating and also be grateful…long enough, i always lose my mind n threw tantrum..,on n off, quarreled everyday n i did unspeakable thing to her…juz wtf i am..till recently, she got too tired, going to collapse n leaving me…man like me is too stupid, awful, and won’t cry as long as i dun c the coffin..so finally i realised everything i’ve done to her..every single thing, i shed tears n felt pain, bone was chilling and suffocate…i realised then, without her, i am really nth, a girl who loves me made me as who i am..guys, u muz witness this, i changed n i’ll treat her at my best, if i dun, pls, wank me, whack me, slap me, do as u like to wake me up.. i can’t afford to lose her, in case u guys dun recognise me, so see and remember this bloody face