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feeling unlazy today.so i post 2 entries.

eh if i feel ununlazy may b another one is coming kakaka

anyway back to TIME.once my fren G quote ‘time is the key of answer for everything " i don quite get wat tht means till recently.it simply means..when the time comes u will eventually know the asnwer.wat leads b4 answers r questions

questions are desire.do u actually agree?questions r dissatisfactory.How so ( i know at this point u tot m prolly crappin and hope ppl will get fascinated = = M NOT! ) 1st of all u ask yrself question ie  is tht blouse nice.look good on me? wooh tht guy is cute.i wonder if i can have him.NISSAN FAIRLADY ROX i wish i had one  is because u want something.isnt tht desire? 2ndly DISSATISFACTORY and who loves it?u question because u r not satisfy ie fuck man fuck wat kinda results is this?! or most of the time ( gals ) WAT M I LACK OF? Y HE DON LIKE ME? and ( guys ) y my father is not tht rich  T T.

make it short.we do oppose stupid question to ourselves,frequent enough to make ourselves puke blood coz of the asnwer tht we cant get and got mind fucked in the end.so how does it relevant to TIME.mch.don dumfark first can? m relating la now.c..those asnwer tht we usually..have got no asnwer whether u believe me or not.untill the time comes u will know y.hmm almost similiar to everything happens with its reason.time..tricky haha.as time goes by u’l look back to wat you’v done b4..realising its so lil actually again leads u to dissatisfactory..another is..time can heal.THIS is real.as time goes by,u meet new ppl,new environment,experiences and gain more knowledge,someday in the future when u look back at this point of yr life..u know dissatisfactory might crept in BUt..it doesnt matter anymore..time already heals the pain and brushes off the fuss u had now.so u do u think time is the essence tht helped i thru or..u yrself is the real survivor..

me think..m a survivor and thx to time..pain is not tht much now =) so m HYBIRD akakakak

not appreciated sounds so..not cool ahaha

so i prefer unappreciated ( which i dont even friggin know if this word existed.someone tell me )

yesyes sometimes actually most of the time we do felt tht we r been taken for granted.but heck thts life…we cant beg ppl to appreciate us am i rite?!

1. it happens all the time.either it yr parents.need not me to elaborate bout them.juz because they raise u,in a way u muz listen ( legal slavery )
2. among frens.WOOH THIS I HATE.u treat them like gold and they actually treat u like helllova..errr wait.actually they treats u like 02 which is like they dont know u existed untill they need u.
3. lovers/crush oh watever.now this is one fucking complicated case.u treat them good.somtimes they know somtimes they don.after they fuck u they treats u better after woosh "WHO R U?" zzz.

so yeah unappreciated.wat u can do bout it har har har?blow? but this is not me.i appreciated every single person in my life.sincere.so in the future ppl will turn back and feeel guilty coz they never appreciated me but not ME who turn back feeling guilty and undergo regrets.big NOno.as for lovers.i remind u guys " the person u like or love is somthing because u love them.if u dont,they r juz some unspotted bacteria in yr life " so wats the big fusss.if they don like u FUCK IT FAR.don get mind fuck for nothing.

ever heard of beyonce’s irreplaceable?

" u must not know bout me u must not know bout me,i can have another u in a min,so dont u ever think of irreplaceable"

bloody true.wtf world is big.don tell me u cant survive witout a particular person who dont even give a fuck bout u.theres alot more choices out there.open yr eyes and HEY! u might found one better.

unappreciated might b happening in my life but irrreplaceable can play far far.who am i? belle foong mei yee step foot on the street and can get hellova hunks.CHEERS ladies

don feel unappreciated instead go ahead paint the town red! GUYS r jerks once u move on well..they’l start the drama.now go! move on!

lalalalalala

28th JAN 2007 ( all the pics i curi from philters =P )

http://whereinsoever.wordpress.com/

and more pics at -soli la lazy ppl like me don take pics but curi.and they have GREEEAT PICS!!!

http://www.chingling.net/photo/displayimage.php?album=21&pos=70

http://www.kukujiao.com/pics/thumbnails.php?album=1

we took ktm from kl central 2 port klang.19 station ahead! wtf!! but its not boring keke.thx to kukujiao ajak me ketam!

there the baldie.he prefer ppl calling him ku.but WE prefer KUKUJIAO!

wat we did there? drink.walk abit.well thts wat the say no tipsy no move.but i think onli one person got tipsy she even said "i saw stars! really!" thts sze lin

the one blushing red.and looK! the tequila FIN d kakakak.wat sze lin did? err

sze lin : y u so young!!! i du kao lan lei!

me : = =" u don drink d la.u freaking me out wei

we r all full and happie.lets take a group pic!

but thts not enough for an beng.he said "fuck me in the ass " WHO WOULD MAN!!!

ok.so i was wrong.kukujiao happy doing it.rite in front of us.

  philters :hey guys look here.someone is not prepared i think.yes its sze lin wahah! she’s still tipsy =P

san ban.going into boat.wanna go bek

SMILE!

baldie wit sexy eye lashes.bragging

why r they so high? = =  i dunno

whos fairer?!!

anon : u guys go home la.m the fairest!

sz : wah.. *fascinated* touch touch first.

smsing my lou kong zai ^^

WE R ALL HAPPY!!

there is 14 of us.and thx u guys i really had fun!either i got fuck because m young or i don get tipsy after i drink I REALLY HAD FUN! weeee.so where we’l go next and when? CANT wait!!! ITS A beautiful sunday really..

well a hair GROWING exp at ketam i agree coz..mixing wit u guys made me felt UNgrown!! eh no offend la! y so mad?!! =P

ps : botak thx for sending me home! kuku tenkiu for everything and sze lin..sitting on yr lap..SYIOK LE! ahhah

oh wait

lengluis

cely ^^

shen!

yatz and gf josephine also lengluis!sounds wrong? where got.yatz also lenglui le!

so i had few shot of tuak and tequilas …ONCE REACH HOME zzzz

play dead for few hours before i manage to wake up gaming.

  ah lian meeting

ppl say eh yr picture all the same.stereotype.try some cute style la

my typical pose.i don find it boring also =(

and here is the so call CUTE version

the typical peace.sorry i really dunno how to do it = =

the "ahh i so confuse"pose

this one not bad =P

anyway conculsion =   i suck at being cute SOOO BADLY! juz not me! no next time.happy now?

meiyee

belle

= me.

conclusion is BEING MYSELF IS THE BEST!!! agree anot?!!!

ori story had been edited.this idea came from my fellow frens during yum cha session ENJOY

THE HYBIRD

ONe day,pig wanna try out the new chicken restaurant.but the chicken restaurant written big big PIGS R NOT ALLOWED onli chicken can go in.so pig got furious! wat y cannot go in!so the boucer chicken came out.

AYAM : get outta here or ill need to help u!

BABI : u race discriminating!!! y i cannot go in! yyy

AYAM : coz u r not a chicken! and don start with race discrimination thingy!!pigs in one of the small no brain country LOVES PIG! the gomen there love pigs like hell! tho pigs got no brain! U MOVE THERE LA!

BABI: mch! u so mean! and m not a pure pig! im a hybird!!

AYAM :……..don tok cock

BABI : cock onli u tok coz u ayam. REALLY!!! my mom is chicken and my dad is pig!!

AYAM : huh!! thn tht makes u!?!!

BABI: babi + ayam = bayam

so can i go in now?? m half chicken ^^

chicken : = = |||| ccb…

its actually 744 in the morning.yes morning.i manage to wake up to fetch my bro to school.now KNOW y i sleep till 2-3pm in the afternoon muahaha ( lame excuse =P ).my bro and i bought nasi lemak thts wat we do to keep us awake

lmao!!! sorry i dont know its this ugly but don expect much la i wanan go back to sleep WAHHAHAHAHAAH ( continues laughin.i really duno my drawing suck! ) okok nasi lemak wrap lidat wan rite?

  so u terbalikkan it becomes lidat.then u ma use spoon and eat lo.

i used to eat nasi lemak this way in the train while on my way to coll.kuan wai tht time works part time in mv.so we both feed each other.SIMPLE LIFE but yet happy..now m eating it alone tho my bro does feed me in the car but the feelings is so diff..today my bro din finish feed me when he reaches school.so i had it alone juz now in my kitchen.feelings was horrible..i guess its true tht you’l never know till the time comes hahaha!

so thx kuan wai.for letting me have the opportunity to have the best nasi lemak ever.ill remember this and hope in the near future there will b someone else who’l share all this wit me =)

  there you go.

sumtimes i really dunno wanna love them or hate them

twins tht dont look alike , aged 8 ( i think )

casey the elder

dennis the younger

now casey is the witty & selfish one.dennis i call him the noob.TOO HONEST SUMTIMES AND CAUSED ME TROUBLE.heres the story

my aunt ( gugu ) usually do not allow them to consume cold drinks.since they have sissy weak body.health problem all the time esp coughin.so one day, ( my grandma house dead heaty,sure buy coke wan ) i bought coke,my bro and i happily drinking there and the 2 devils look at us with those comic kinda eyes.round big watery pluz sweating.IF u were me ofcoz u pity them and offer a sip of two witout aunt’s permission coz u bloody sure its a NO!

AT HIDDEN CORNER WHERE AUNT CANT SEE US

ME : pssst..come come jie give u drink..DONT TELL MUMMY AR!

casey : i dowan i dowan ( drinking already ) = = |||

dennis : don tell mommy ah?

me : yes.if u tell i kick you

dennis thinking a while then decided to drink.

after few hours where i totally forgot bout wat happened.suddenly dennis ran to my aunt.

dennis : mommy..i tell lies.

*me waiting for drama.and ofcoz i dont know wats coming upon me

aunt : wat lies ( nonchalantly )

dennis look at me,and suddenly i felt danger

dennis : juz now i drink cold water.

aunt : who give???

me big LARGE SUPER BIG eyes looked at him.pleading for him not to put me into trouble

dennis : jie jie..

aunt : FOONG MEI YEE

me :har..abit onli la..

aunt : koko got drink anot?

dennis : no..koko no drink ( = =  mahai! yr bro u protect la me ler?!! knnccb )then he comes to me when i go into my room.

dennis : meiyee jie jie sorry..

i hug him and said its good to n honest and i won give u cold drinks anymore.how can u get mad at such naive kid?esp dennis..he felt guilt and confessed! where to find!then my bro came back wit coke too.,like me he bring them to one side and said the same thing "DON TELL MOMMY AH if not i slap u "

I AM WAITING FOR THE COMING DRAMA Whahahahhahaahah dennis,casey,kuan wai & i

I was at my fren’s place watching this movie namely NANA u guys heard of it? starring mika nakashima and nother dunno who.

so this mika is a multi genre singer!! she sang for quite alot of animation one of them gundam seed & seed ( destiny ) but ofcoz no match for Hamasaki Ayumi the godnesss and forever parking in the oricon board!!back to mika.

<– the one short hair is mika.i heard my fren said they have part 2 of nana.u c nana is based on a manga OTHELLO( love it ) .as u can c in tht pic u see 2 person both of their name is nana.but in OTHELLO the original version,onli have ONE nana.but she had split personalities there.quite interesting really!well if u in the middle of mind fuck session ( problem in love ) i don think u wanan watch it.coz it creates tension WAAHHA.this part mainly toks bout nana i ( mika ) .she ought to choose between her man and her passion in singing..also a mass comparison with another NANa ( the gal beside her in tht pic ).go watch and here is the link for u guys to check out the bits in the movie! gogogogo!!

Mika nakashima - glamorous sky ( day ) and Yuna ito -Endless story

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBubPxSW7fU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kg0nhAQT9U

since m bloggin bout music ill include along my dearest Hamasaki ayumi wahahaha.there links to her mtvs! really rox!!!

Hamasaki ayumi - PRIDE album ( miss ) understood

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XM0Vdc1CX10

Hamasaki ayumi - JEWEL album secret

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5yjH5av9Lg

  omfg so pretty! i listened to her since 12 year old!

dont u feel lonely whenever it rains out therE?u c ..if u have a mate ( gf or bf ) u might b hugging in the house together,or playing under the rain ..aint it feels good? being single u had limitless freedome yet HOLLOW at the inside..

WATS WORSE VALENTINE’S DAY IS DRAWING NEAR.actually i never celebrate valentine’s day b4! close yr mouth already!m serious i never celebrate before.At 1st i dont wish to b bound by a guy.so i don celebrate V day with them.then my 2 years relationship is Vdayless coz he is studying in sabah.

  M juz bragging here anyway.wats so big bout V day?i dont know i felt the pressure onli these few days.thinking "this year another V day alone?" i begun to level myself..yes i am not afraid of loneliness but how come i felt the pressure upon V day? never know.may b deep inside i do need to get LAID wahahahaha.but V day m not really alone!! i celebrated with my family and frens ^^.they r consider as my love one aite? felt better now akakakakakaak

next post won b this meaninglesss anymore ok? promise ill post somthing interesting.

sorry ah

been real lifeless nowdays tht i don even know wat to blog boutz.and the main factor..M LAZY.wingz fav quote upon me "lan dou hai gam" <–rite not?

list of laziness

lazy to wake up,lazy to eat sleep drink walk bath drive piano violin talk …alot to lazy la.lazy is hobby WTF M COcking!!!no choice 5xmom added me d ==  if i don blog ppl eventually know how lazy i am ( as if its a secret sheesh )

as i said lifeless = no life,lame,mou so si si,else than reading alots,lunch alot,gain alot weight,i don think i did any meaningful stuff.rite here i wanan thx to baby!ive been goin thru some mind fucked session.dont ask wats the cause LOVE LIFE LA WAT ELSE?! wait not even close to love.m NOT LOVED! knn its more like tepok tangan sebelah! so this baby brings me here and there EVERY SINGLE DAY so i won stay and wait got mind fuck.

baby!!! pretty anot? we were at leisure mall dunno where la.i never hang out tht kinda place b4.went to watch pathfinder EWEWEW no hot wan tht actor  T T but throughout the movie m cocking bout sexual fantasies~ ahhhh thinking of my JEWEL (JEWEL IS A PERSON ) really turns me on!!baby got turned on too aite?! =P

next person is a well known taikor!! WINGZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZiator! wah my fav tok cock mate! THZ TO HIM i go thru this mind fuck session abit less fucked.we advice me alot..making me feel better alotz..really thx! no fake wan.another baby <– pretty? this gal unfortunately stuck in my life since 7 years old.sad eh WHAHAH!! but i think she loves it look at her face =P.thx to u..being a caring fren and never fails to b there when i need u.when i need u onli ok.when i don need don come find me kacau. *evil* so now another 10+ days to go b4 jan ends! THIS SUCKING months plz shoosh away soon i beh tahan this miserable life.anyway mind fuck session was contribute by JEWEL.ooh! baby took saucy pix of me

let u all lau beh huet~

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