At this point
told me tht i have u.
no i dont believe in you
told me tht u will not hurt me
no i dont believe in you
look at me in the eyes telling me you love me.
alas i believe in you
now in this cruel situation
u left me no where
but despair
you said i have you.now do i?
m tired and lonely i am hollow
where do i see you?
no where.
feelings had been deceiving me.
having u making me weak and useless
i wish i was alone all along
by thn i wouldnt feel ive screwed things up
by thn i need not to feel useless when i felt lonely
by thn i need not to feel embarrass im weak
BE COZ IM alone.i have the priviledge to be weak
now i have u do i? i cant be weak i cant b lonely i cant b hollow
i should be happy
but at this point.. i cant even think of any reason
for me to lie to myself
at this point i know…its not ok anymore.
at this point..looking back i wish id never chose this path.
still i cant turn back..walking towards more agonies.cry as i walk i may but i wouldnt turn back..
my onli hope…i hope m strong enough to meant
